The Gut Knows

Remember this? Me saying I had a bad feeling? Well the popo has hit the ventilador (the shit has hit the fan). I'm gobsmacked, feel like I've been kicked. I am numb, nauseous, depressed, furious, livid, spookily calm, then explosive. I feel like ten pounds of shit in a five pound bag. My world is spinning and not in that good champagne way. I might just lose my mind. I can't believe this is happening to me. I have been knocked back to nothing, I am but a speck of dust, empty, void.

If I am not around for a couple of days, forgive me, it's just my life falling apart. I can't talk about this here, so just be patient with me to get back to my old posting routine (I hope I can after this one).

Comments

Fned said…
Oh my gosh, I hope it's nothing serious.
I'll be thinking of you guys and checking in regularly.

Que la fuerza vaya contigo!

Fned.
My3Ro's said…
Kelly you are a strong woman and you can get through anything life throws at you. Just keep positive thoughts. I will keep you in my thoughts too...
mexpat said…
I'll be thinking of you. I hope you're ok. It's cliche, but so true: This too shall pass.
Beth said…
Kelly - You'll be in my thoughts. Don't stay away too long! Lots of people will worry about you.
heather said…
Oh, how my stomach sank to see this post. Take care of yourself, my best wishes are with you.
Mexico Way said…
We are all here for you chica. You will survive this.
Brice said…
*hug*
Wishing you the best.
Anonymous said…
Tammy and my thoughts are with you, hope all will be well for you.

Oh we just got 7 inches of snow on Monday, thought that might make you feel better.

Tom and Tammy (GONZO)
RiverGirl said…
"If you are going through hell, keep going." ~ Winston Churchill
Jonna said…
What River Girl and Winston Churchill said, that's the best advice.

We are all here for you, remember that you have good friends in this virtual world.

Thinking of you and hoping it all gets better.

Hugs,
brenda said…
kelly i hope everything is ok i will keep u in my thoughts.....remember what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger
JJ said…
Kelly - take care of yourself and remember that while you are feeling like nothing, your friends still know you are a great, strong person. I'm pulling for you - take good care.

~ Joyce
Theresa said…
oh, that sounds very serious, I hope you are wrong, but if you are right, take Winston's advice. You are in my thoughts. Remember one step at a time, one foot in front of the other.
Theresa
MarsBattyAngel said…
*hug* I hope things are better... you're in my prayers
CancunCanuck said…
A big thanks to everyone for your warm wishes. I received many emails as well, it is nice to know that out there in cyberland people are thinking of me. I am not going to post details here, suffice it to say that this is a huge personal crisis, one that I hoped never to face again yet here I am. Nobody is injured or ill, I am not being deported, nothing related to the law or threats or anything of that nature. Just a horrible devastating personal emergency. If I have the energy I may post obscure non-specific stuff about it, but for right now I am far too depressed to think about it.

And yes, I sought help from a professional, there is a counselor involved and hopefully I can overcome this massive set back to my normal happy life.

For those of you who know what is going on (I've only confided in a couple of you), please keep it confidential until such time as I am ready to share, if I am ever ready to share.

I appreciate all your support and apologize for this interruption of my regularly positive blog.
Erica said…
oh man im super scared for you .....Im sending cyber hugs and support your way !
Heather said…
Girl we love ya! I am here for anything you need.

-h
Adrians Mama said…
Oh Kelly! Whatever it is, you are strong mama!!!! Let me know if you need anything!!
Hun... You know that I care a lot about you and I will keep you in my prayers... I wish we can keep talking tomorrow!!!

I just hope the cleaning lady is able to clean all that popo from the fan)
minshap said…
WHOA! Can't imagine what might have happened but how skin-shivery to have pre-sensed it! Not knowing what it is, all I can say is I hope you come out of your "gobsmackedness" ASAP. Wishing you the best in every way.
My best wishes for you that everything turns out OK.
Ruth said…
take a break chica! can you hop in the Tracker and head off to the beach with Max for awhile? get away for a few hours, maybe it'll help?! ((hugs))
Brenda said…
Take care. Hope you get past this soon.
tacogirl said…
Sending good thoughts your way
harvestmoon said…
thinking about you and Max.
Anonymous said…
Sending lots of strength and positive thoughts- I hope things work out OK.
Jen

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